♥ A Rough Morning With A Nice Surprise! ♥

I've had a rough morning...my amazing boyfriend had to leave for work again..this time 2 weeks out of town!  I am so not looking forward to him being gone that long, but I know this is all in God's plan for our little family, so I'm really trying not to be too bummed about it!

With him gone, I'll get some things done around the house that I've been wanting to do, but couldn't when he was home because I just couldn't tear myself away from him for too long!  We are a very cuddly, loving couple & when he's home we do A LOT of it!  We are always wrapped up in each other's arms!

Before he left, he came & woke me up & asked if I had noticed what one of the kids had wrote on the bathtub wall.  I hadn't so he told me to go & have a look when I got up & around.  I did & this is what I found:

This totally melted my heart this morning!  I love my little munchkins so much!  They keep me going!

Hope everyone has a nice Monday...I've started a new vitamin pack & OxyElitePro so I'm gaining some energy back...gotta go get some cleaning done while I can!

XOXO

♥ Just A Girl ♥



♥ I Hate Sleeping Alone ♥

My wonderul, amazing boyfriend pictured here

is out of town working at the moment...& I hate it!

When he's gone, I have trouble sleeping...I toss & turn all night!

He's due back home soon, Thank Goodness, but until then, I will get hardly any sleep!

On a personal note:  Before he left, we had been bickering back & forth about stupid stuff & I was beginning to wonder if maybe we weren't meant to be afterall, but I know that's just not the case because when he's gone...I miss him like crazy & just want him home! 

Also, I've come to the conclusion that in relationships I am normally the one that just gives up too easily.  I think that most women have this picture of Prince Charming sweeping them off their feet, myself included, but I am figuring out that that's just not reality, AT ALL!  Most of us grew up reading the fairy-tale princess stories & thought that's what men would be like in real life, but no...it is nothing like that at all!  I'm glad it's not like that actually...how boring would that be to always have a man that could read your mind & say the things you want to hear with never an arguement or a debate about anything!?!  Part of the fun in getting in little tiffs is the making up afterwards!  I bet Cinderella never had any great make-up sex!  Boy was she missing out!



♥ I Give Up ♥

I'm throwing my hands up in the air & shouting 'Ok, I give up!'  I am not in the Christmas spirit this year at all.  We have no tree, no decorations even if we had a tree.  I keep hoping & praying for a miracle but this is just so depressing that I can't stand it anymore. 

I am sick & in pain so even if I could go shopping I can't go right now.

UPDATE:  I wrote this a few weeks before Christmas.  I was having an awfully rough time.  We were broke, had no tree, no decorations because we lost them all in the fire, no stockings, & no presents.  I was depressed & stressed out about how I was going to have Christmas for my kids. 
I am very thankful that I have a wonderful family who gave me the opportunity to give my kids some gifts for Christmas.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart.  I will never forget what you all have done for me.


I LOVE YOU!


On a good note!  Things are definitely changing for the better!  A new job opportunity with steady work & income!  My BF & I couldn't be any more happy about these changes!  He is still the greatest man ever!  He knows how stressed I've been & told me just last night that his New Year's resolution is to get healthy & to get back his financial stability so that we won't have to worry about where the money is going to come from.  We have so many plans for our future & he amazes me more & more everyday.  There's a reason certain people come into your life & there's a reason why some friendships & relationships don't work out.  He walked into my life & opened my eyes & is showing me what true love is all about.  I am so thankful that we met when we did & became the best of friends.  Our relationship only grows stronger with every day that passes by. 

XOXO~
Just A Girl 

♥ Moments I Fall In Love With Him A Little More ♥

This incredible man amazes me more & more everyday!  He is so great with the kids & they just adore him.  He brushes the girls hair every night after they get out of the bath.  He makes them laugh, talks to them about everyday things, & makes them feel so special & important.  He doesn't believe in spanking so whenever they do something they aren't supposed to...he corrects their behavior by talking to them about what they've done & what they should have done.  My son has warmed up to him so much that he told him that he loved him one day as they were getting off the phone with each other.  I was so surprised by this that I almost started crying with tears of joy.  I am so glad they all love him like they do & that he returns that love tenfold. 

 XOXO~

Just A Girl