I'm throwing my hands up in the air & shouting 'Ok, I give up!' I am not in the Christmas spirit this year at all. We have no tree, no decorations even if we had a tree. I keep hoping & praying for a miracle but this is just so depressing that I can't stand it anymore.
I am sick & in pain so even if I could go shopping I can't go right now.
UPDATE: I wrote this a few weeks before Christmas. I was having an awfully rough time. We were broke, had no tree, no decorations because we lost them all in the fire, no stockings, & no presents. I was depressed & stressed out about how I was going to have Christmas for my kids.
I am very thankful that I have a wonderful family who gave me the opportunity to give my kids some gifts for Christmas. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I will never forget what you all have done for me.
I LOVE YOU!
On a good note! Things are definitely changing for the better! A new job opportunity with steady work & income! My BF & I couldn't be any more happy about these changes! He is still the greatest man ever! He knows how stressed I've been & told me just last night that his New Year's resolution is to get healthy & to get back his financial stability so that we won't have to worry about where the money is going to come from. We have so many plans for our future & he amazes me more & more everyday. There's a reason certain people come into your life & there's a reason why some friendships & relationships don't work out. He walked into my life & opened my eyes & is showing me what true love is all about. I am so thankful that we met when we did & became the best of friends. Our relationship only grows stronger with every day that passes by.
XOXO~
Just A Girl
UPDATE: I wrote this a few weeks before Christmas. I was having an awfully rough time. We were broke, had no tree, no decorations because we lost them all in the fire, no stockings, & no presents. I was depressed & stressed out about how I was going to have Christmas for my kids.
I am very thankful that I have a wonderful family who gave me the opportunity to give my kids some gifts for Christmas. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I will never forget what you all have done for me.
I LOVE YOU!
On a good note! Things are definitely changing for the better! A new job opportunity with steady work & income! My BF & I couldn't be any more happy about these changes! He is still the greatest man ever! He knows how stressed I've been & told me just last night that his New Year's resolution is to get healthy & to get back his financial stability so that we won't have to worry about where the money is going to come from. We have so many plans for our future & he amazes me more & more everyday. There's a reason certain people come into your life & there's a reason why some friendships & relationships don't work out. He walked into my life & opened my eyes & is showing me what true love is all about. I am so thankful that we met when we did & became the best of friends. Our relationship only grows stronger with every day that passes by.
XOXO~
Just A Girl
