♥ Not So Sure Anymore ♥

I've been sitting here thinking & have realized that I get on here & then find that I have nothing much to say or if I do, it's mostly just about my medical issues or family issues or about how I really want to start blogging more, which we all know, I haven't done like I said I would.  

I am still planning on hosting a giveaway to get my creations out there into the hands of people who I know will love them, but it may be later rather than sooner like I expected...UNLESS...I can get my craft room done & the supplies that I need!  So keep your fingers crossed for me please & say a few prayers because all of this also depends on my health.

So, I'll touch base every now & then, but mostly I feel like I'm just talking to myself anyway because I rarely get any comments on here & I doubt anyone is pimping out my blog like I pimp out theirs..not that I mind, but it's really not fair to me, so unless I hear something from the bloggers who I have listed on my site for other people to find soon then I'm going to start deleting them.  I want my blog to be a bit more simple anyway!  I feel like it's too cluttered with stuff & it's making me claustrophobic! LoL...For Real Though...

Well, that's it for today!  I'm actually up getting some cleaning done & have been for quite awhile now, so while I have the energy, I'm going to get back to it!  Oh, & honestly, I'm actually thinking about just starting over with this whole blog thing b/c I feel like I have royally failed this one...

XoXo
♥ Just A Girl ♥  


P.S. My feelings are a little hurt...I feel like I've really been trying my hardest to become a better person & keep in touch with people more, but it seems like nothing I say is ever good enough...making up for years of mistakes that I've made isn't easy, but I am trying, so when I get no response whatsoever, it's pretty hurtful.  I'm just going to keep trying & keep praying because that's all I can do!  Not going to lose my faith or hope that eventually things will be different!

P.S.S. Please send prayers for health & strength for my family & friends because they are desperately needed right now...Thank you to all who believe in the power of prayer & to those who ask of things from a higher being...All are greatly appreciated & everyone involved will be eternally grateful!